I am completly confused about my future, As with most people my life is going to involve big decsions. Unfortunatly my decsion will hurt.

There is always the almost inevetable fact that life will change and for me it gives me a year. So from now to then i have my decsions.

so do i make the decsion of making life great only to have it taken away in a short amount of time, or should i ignore happiness, so that i don't loose it.

probobly didn't make alot of sence but i wouldn't want to give you the full facts